I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off
I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on
I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on
The Christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top
I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the grounds
For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky
I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me
I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me
I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good
I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood
I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun
I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on
I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on
I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down
I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up
I wish...
I wish...
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Mind, Eyes & Tears
Eye is like the Earth...
When Tears are like the oceans.
There is no moon here...
But just the emotions to cause the tides.
There is land...
Of vivid colored imaginations.
I boarded a ship...
To travel into my mind;
But I didn't see any colors,
Only an internal darkness.
Was it coz of the nightmare?
Or was my mind blank??
When Tears are like the oceans.
There is no moon here...
But just the emotions to cause the tides.
There is land...
Of vivid colored imaginations.
I boarded a ship...
To travel into my mind;
But I didn't see any colors,
Only an internal darkness.
Was it coz of the nightmare?
Or was my mind blank??
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Long Waiting!!!!!!
You've been there,
When I was happy,
You've been there,
When I was Sad,
Like a raindrop,
Falling over the desert,
Never I knew,
The mysteries around you,
Now, how long should I wait,
To catch a glimpse of you.
You, my precious tears,
The gift of my colorful emotions!!
When I was happy,
You've been there,
When I was Sad,
Like a raindrop,
Falling over the desert,
Never I knew,
The mysteries around you,
Now, how long should I wait,
To catch a glimpse of you.
You, my precious tears,
The gift of my colorful emotions!!
The Lunatic
He was the best man I knew,
A born diplomat,
A self made man, full of content,
He stayed away from others, isolated,
Like living of an island of colors,
Where thrives only joy,
And no time to be sad,
He was never greedy, never angry,
And never was he tensed,
Always calm and thoughtful...
People never knew him...
Neither did they want to.
So they called him mad.
But he seemed happy at it.
Still they put him in a cell...
A cell made of hell
I never felt the same way...
Never did I call him a mad.
Still was happy putting him in the cell....
The same cell as mine!!!!
A born diplomat,
A self made man, full of content,
He stayed away from others, isolated,
Like living of an island of colors,
Where thrives only joy,
And no time to be sad,
He was never greedy, never angry,
And never was he tensed,
Always calm and thoughtful...
People never knew him...
Neither did they want to.
So they called him mad.
But he seemed happy at it.
Still they put him in a cell...
A cell made of hell
I never felt the same way...
Never did I call him a mad.
Still was happy putting him in the cell....
The same cell as mine!!!!
Dedicated to Someone Unforgettable!!!
Sensing You....
I saw a rainbow ,
Playing in your tears (Dec)
I saw a shadow,
Lurking behind your wide eyes (June 2004)
I saw a red rose on your face,
when you grew angry at me ( May 2004)
And the best, was as ever your hand;
when I felt that slap on my face (12th may 2004)!!!!
I am missing you a lot......
I saw a rainbow ,
Playing in your tears (Dec)
I saw a shadow,
Lurking behind your wide eyes (June 2004)
I saw a red rose on your face,
when you grew angry at me ( May 2004)
And the best, was as ever your hand;
when I felt that slap on my face (12th may 2004)!!!!
I am missing you a lot......
Friday, September 08, 2006
"my conversation with God"
its been a long time since i am visiting this place of mine but practically everything is changed.
I am almost recovered from the injuries. The accident has changed my entire world earlier i was a careless and free and there was the scarlet stone shining in my life and now that stone is a shiny star in the sky above.
but the shine she gave to my life is still there and i thank you Lord for giving me life and i Pray to you to keep my scarlet stone safe in your hands which i failed to do.
God i want to ask you a lot of question hope we will have a interesting session when we will meet i sometimes feel as if you are my enemy but i have a strong belief in you but its very strange if you are in my heart than how can you hurt me, if you are in my mind why do i think evil , if you are in me than who am i , if you can see me why cant i, if you are with me than why do i suffer , if you are here than is this heaven, ........
God this session will be continued the day i see you....
God keep my baby happy as i failed to do that and please forgive me .
God you are merciful , god you are divine and pure i raise my hand to you hold me and lift me high away from this evil wicked world full of selfish people .......
I am almost recovered from the injuries. The accident has changed my entire world earlier i was a careless and free and there was the scarlet stone shining in my life and now that stone is a shiny star in the sky above.
but the shine she gave to my life is still there and i thank you Lord for giving me life and i Pray to you to keep my scarlet stone safe in your hands which i failed to do.
God i want to ask you a lot of question hope we will have a interesting session when we will meet i sometimes feel as if you are my enemy but i have a strong belief in you but its very strange if you are in my heart than how can you hurt me, if you are in my mind why do i think evil , if you are in me than who am i , if you can see me why cant i, if you are with me than why do i suffer , if you are here than is this heaven, ........
God this session will be continued the day i see you....
God keep my baby happy as i failed to do that and please forgive me .
God you are merciful , god you are divine and pure i raise my hand to you hold me and lift me high away from this evil wicked world full of selfish people .......
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Look How Beautiful Is Letter "F"
Hey Nikku thanks for telling me the value of this Letter F which has assosiation with words like Fuck, Forget, Fall, Feeling, Friend, Faith, Fun, Fantasy,........
Ths is a small thought to understand the value of a giFt...Letter F....
some give roses, some give gifts
but all these are actually are just a bizarre
a bizarre to express thei feelings,
which generally are not so much appealing
But my gift to u is not merely a gift-
it's an ode from the heart's very rift;
it's nor a thing and neither fake..
it's friend's strong faith:
a faith that you'll shine with glowing colours
a faith that u'll never need a fortune teller
(coz ppl with bad fate like me only need them)
the gift is a feeling:
whihc even distances can't compare,
it's a feeling that is shared by frndz apart,
having each other at the bottom of their heart.
the gift is the unknown fact that whatever u are and wherevr u are
there is alwayz one idiot (that's me) stnading behind ya!
the gift is nothing but this poem...whihc is not merely a poem
it's a truth which is not oftenly told
but is experienced.......
Ths is a small thought to understand the value of a giFt...Letter F....
some give roses, some give gifts
but all these are actually are just a bizarre
a bizarre to express thei feelings,
which generally are not so much appealing
But my gift to u is not merely a gift-
it's an ode from the heart's very rift;
it's nor a thing and neither fake..
it's friend's strong faith:
a faith that you'll shine with glowing colours
a faith that u'll never need a fortune teller
(coz ppl with bad fate like me only need them)
the gift is a feeling:
whihc even distances can't compare,
it's a feeling that is shared by frndz apart,
having each other at the bottom of their heart.
the gift is the unknown fact that whatever u are and wherevr u are
there is alwayz one idiot (that's me) stnading behind ya!
the gift is nothing but this poem...whihc is not merely a poem
it's a truth which is not oftenly told
but is experienced.......
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
A WHOLE NEW WORLD
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me....!!!!
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me....!!!!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Dedicated to my attitude!!!
There was once an alien who came to this world with very little of IQ and was full of EQ who use to think that its this EQ which will prevails and use to think that with this EQ he will rule this world and use to feel like everybody will one day understand this EQ but POOR ALIen was wrong but he strongly belived in it .....
Time went by and he learnt a lot but was limited to a few and thought thaththis is world and this EQ always let him influence by a lot of other and he always imitated others and forgot that he has his own style and ended up being a EMOTIONAL FOOL.!!!!!! this wicked world which he was exposed to all of sudden initially accepted him like the way he was and slowly they understood that this is a real alien and they started playing with his EQ... Uncle, Old Man and Knopfler were the few he liked the most as they were the one who understood him and though they knew that he is a EF(emotional fool) fooled him and at the same time they were always there and some who had big dreams of Inc..(Banna u Know what i mean...)fucked all the happiness and like this life kept on going...
how long he was supposed to be like this ....suddenly there shines a red stone (Thanks Knopfler) who showed the reality that ALien come out of your feel this is real world not your world of EQ give your mind a seat and this sudden change was hard to understand and he was trying to come back to life and suddenly the wind were so strong that he himself felt like he is hurted but this hurt was for real (UNCLE sorry for the philo... but understnad )and he suddenly said no to all LOLLY POPS of the world and he said to himself lets stop sucking and now its time to EAT and like this the ALIen was crying his heart out this red stone was the helping hand and .........(UNCLE, OLDY, KNOPFLER)thanks for bringing ALIen back to reality and one more thing ALIen is still not completely out of this EQ trauma your help will be always required and others the list will go on but THE SCARLET BABE ("....MICKEY...") is bringing some shine in ALIen life and.........tired enoughbut will carry on......
Time went by and he learnt a lot but was limited to a few and thought thaththis is world and this EQ always let him influence by a lot of other and he always imitated others and forgot that he has his own style and ended up being a EMOTIONAL FOOL.!!!!!! this wicked world which he was exposed to all of sudden initially accepted him like the way he was and slowly they understood that this is a real alien and they started playing with his EQ... Uncle, Old Man and Knopfler were the few he liked the most as they were the one who understood him and though they knew that he is a EF(emotional fool) fooled him and at the same time they were always there and some who had big dreams of Inc..(Banna u Know what i mean...)fucked all the happiness and like this life kept on going...
how long he was supposed to be like this ....suddenly there shines a red stone (Thanks Knopfler) who showed the reality that ALien come out of your feel this is real world not your world of EQ give your mind a seat and this sudden change was hard to understand and he was trying to come back to life and suddenly the wind were so strong that he himself felt like he is hurted but this hurt was for real (UNCLE sorry for the philo... but understnad )and he suddenly said no to all LOLLY POPS of the world and he said to himself lets stop sucking and now its time to EAT and like this the ALIen was crying his heart out this red stone was the helping hand and .........(UNCLE, OLDY, KNOPFLER)thanks for bringing ALIen back to reality and one more thing ALIen is still not completely out of this EQ trauma your help will be always required and others the list will go on but THE SCARLET BABE ("....MICKEY...") is bringing some shine in ALIen life and.........tired enoughbut will carry on......
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Guilty mind is Conscious
Guilty mind is Conscious..... No body understands this better than Alien.... The Silver (THIS IS A TAMIL TRANSLATION ) sparkled and left this bloke half blind as he gasped the shimmering of the beauty that Money(THIS IS THE SANSKRIT TRANSLATION)had.... Poor Alien he wasn't aware of the power of Black(ARE YOU GETTING IT).... And now our boy toy is all mellowed in the DARK thoughts and is bleeding all CRIMSON.So much for the darkness. So much for the excitement.So fuckin much for the anticipation.Its killing you Alien ....... So now you all understood why has he written Please Help me as he is tired struggling....Keeping the good spirits high .. he know ... that he know ... that first time he is not on the right track..... not just in the case of choosing the SILVER/MONEY carpet but also by choosing to quit the Crazy,dark world of Crarcks and being dry mouthed. dreaming to enjoy rolling as that was .................!! !! !!
What in tamil means Silver????
What in sanskrit is Money????
What is dark/ black????
HAHAHAH.....Keep rolling!! !! !!
What in tamil means Silver????
What in sanskrit is Money????
What is dark/ black????
HAHAHAH.....Keep rolling!! !! !!
""Struggle in the struggling world""
Struggle is not just another word but inherits within itself many conceptions, helplessness and reflection of our modern society that relies on this word to escape itself from life’s realities.
Struggle, in our society, is tagged with those unfortunate ones who are not able to meet expectations in eyes of other people. Struggle, as the word is powerful enough to put down motivation burner of many who are striving hard to achieve something and Struggle, is no less than social venom, which slowly creeps into our mind once we find road to the goal a bit difficult.
But questions arises is that are we justified for using this word so often in today’s competitive world where almost all of us are strugglers in one aspect or other?? Some of us are struggling in meeting our professional goals, many of us are struggling to manage our personal life and several among us do not know where to start even!!!
Today, we see more failures and personal defeats than what we used to have in the past. The problem lies within us. We never go soul searching to find out the reason behind the struggle. The reason is our loneliness and we are usually left alone to fight against all problems. And one thing is for sure “It’s not easy!!!( HEY OLD MAN ARE YOU READING ARE YOU WITH ME)” May be that’s why a wise man has once said “ We can lessen the burden of problems on us by sharing them.”(THAT’S WHAT ALIEN TRIED DOING BUT EVERYBODY MADE HIS FUN NOBODY UNDERSTOOD AND CALLED HIM ALIEN)
Aren’t you tired of calling yourself “I'm feed up of Struggle in this Struggling World”? Honestly, At least, I’m!!
hey i am sorry as this is alien's view and may not be acceptable by law or by mankind or ....But aliens are inherited by........!!
Struggle, in our society, is tagged with those unfortunate ones who are not able to meet expectations in eyes of other people. Struggle, as the word is powerful enough to put down motivation burner of many who are striving hard to achieve something and Struggle, is no less than social venom, which slowly creeps into our mind once we find road to the goal a bit difficult.
But questions arises is that are we justified for using this word so often in today’s competitive world where almost all of us are strugglers in one aspect or other?? Some of us are struggling in meeting our professional goals, many of us are struggling to manage our personal life and several among us do not know where to start even!!!
Today, we see more failures and personal defeats than what we used to have in the past. The problem lies within us. We never go soul searching to find out the reason behind the struggle. The reason is our loneliness and we are usually left alone to fight against all problems. And one thing is for sure “It’s not easy!!!( HEY OLD MAN ARE YOU READING ARE YOU WITH ME)” May be that’s why a wise man has once said “ We can lessen the burden of problems on us by sharing them.”(THAT’S WHAT ALIEN TRIED DOING BUT EVERYBODY MADE HIS FUN NOBODY UNDERSTOOD AND CALLED HIM ALIEN)
Aren’t you tired of calling yourself “I'm feed up of Struggle in this Struggling World”? Honestly, At least, I’m!!
hey i am sorry as this is alien's view and may not be acceptable by law or by mankind or ....But aliens are inherited by........!!
I am just a dreamer!! !! !!
Have you ever seen a dog dreaming? I was watching one sleep the other day and the way it snorted occasiuonally made me think it was dreaming. If dogs do what about other animals? What would a chicken dream about? A Monkey? Cow? Do you think animals can think about thier lives or thier futures? How depressing that would be. A lobster knowing it was going to be cooked and eaten. A squirrel looking at roadkill. What if they could learn to speak our language? What would they tell us? How badly do most species hate humans. I bet they'd learn swear word quick. Would we listen if they could talk? now this is enough no more dreaming lets get on rolling!!!!!
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Alien's Day without......Rolls...
It was very difficult for Alien To be without.... Rolls as without it feels like You are a part of this INSANE WORLD which is a sick feeling in itself and hence to overcome its better you ROLL.......or Loose your SOUL......
Monday, March 27, 2006
Eternal Sunshine on the spotless mind
This was one of the most tripy movie and Alien on teh trip of a tripy movie is what it is.....Its all about somebody cleaning all rolling....T.B.Sheets....Chemicals.....From your mind and in between the process.......you are lost and same was teh condition of alien sitting in the theater all lost and tripping on ...........?????
I wish if it is really possible to clean something from your mind than i would have cleaned a lot from my mind as it seems over Loaded these days.....working class Hero is What i don't want to be......
I wish if it is really possible to clean something from your mind than i would have cleaned a lot from my mind as it seems over Loaded these days.....working class Hero is What i don't want to be......
Sunday, March 26, 2006
my Ideal sunday
this was one of the same frusrtrating sundays......i got up late because of last Nights High... and the same old .....rolls.......no water........in the late afternoon or mid ...went for roling.....keeping on is a pain as i was alone tried lot to call a lot and call a lot but dis appointment as usual .... this is a fuckinsunday......
planning for some movie of Jim Carry will let you know about the experience of the movie as i will be alone in the theater and wish i will get the company of ....Rollsss......Roll....at this moment sitting herer in a cyber cafe....remember i am ....rollled......so can somebody tell me why everybody is gazing at me .........
Uncle lets Draw as it is long time we have done it lets do it........The T.B. Sheets and the sketches....
cheers ....Keep Rolling.......rolling.....rolling....
Roll Roll Roll....Till You loose your soul.....
planning for some movie of Jim Carry will let you know about the experience of the movie as i will be alone in the theater and wish i will get the company of ....Rollsss......Roll....at this moment sitting herer in a cyber cafe....remember i am ....rollled......so can somebody tell me why everybody is gazing at me .........
Uncle lets Draw as it is long time we have done it lets do it........The T.B. Sheets and the sketches....
cheers ....Keep Rolling.......rolling.....rolling....
Roll Roll Roll....Till You loose your soul.....
Uncle & The old man
You are always welcome to give suggestionand help me keep posted o anything taht is missing here and what is that has to be here will be here so lets say together Please Help Me......
please help me
please help me is the easiest thing to start with as i am doing it for the first time and really dont know how to begin so requesting to be a part of my insanity and lets make the world realise that even if we are insane and aliens to them we are the champions.....we will rule .....we are ruling.....lets rule harder ....lets roll harder.....lets roll....lets roll.......roll & roll till u have soul.......even if you loose your soul.......we wil roll......
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