sitting and thinking about the day spent seems as if i have won a war of my life. as usual planned to get up a littel early, but failed and as a result the regular day starter food from mom...went for a hair cut and as soon as i was done my mind started floating in the illusions of Ms. Squirelly, as wat will she feel about the earthworm...than and there decided to have some "Kunti & Motic" and spending some time spending sipping on the usaual CHAI...went for the regular fucked up schedule Scored some tested and went with teh southern winds for a little joyful trip of the city watching some cultural program next to the lake and a little cloud of smoke at the RTDC Bunglow and stared at the city and thought it is far more beautiful than wat i think.....had little dinner waited for call from the aquirelly, but this fuckin needs and desire of having this monomanic in self made erthworm saying No to squirely , knowing that it wil hurt her and than repenting for the same is the old tendancy of earthworm, as when it is dark they hibernate and come out to seee the sun and feels that he has achieved some great victory...but while floating and discussing a lot with people like the barber, strangers, family people and lot more on the simple Topic" Why one has to be married" left with no justified reply and hence illusions seemed very beautiful and glorious in front of the reality which a earthworm sees that it is dark and no sun so lets sleep.....

Insanity!!!!