6th Dec. "CHALO AYODHYA"

This is a day when we, are calling people from around the city to participate in a Peace Rally, against Terrorism not because of mumbai blast but against terrorism. My small mind is still thinking why the Home Minister and Chief Ministers of Rajasthan (During Jaipur Blast), Delhi (Blast at Connaught Place), and other major blast including Gujrat and other didn't left their positions and as Patil Govt. has seen major Blasts across the country and only Mumbai Attack is on top of it and now govt. is asking justifications and terrorists and other things from our Neighbours, which they denied...

Is it because in Mumbai we have lost all rich and the properties damaged were owned by again two multi rich families and the people died were foreigners also, as if they were only Indians it would not have had the impact it had now, and we could have let go as we did the other blasts...Poor ministers who are leaving their positions because of two rich families who had a little destruction in their properties and a few firangs who died.

This bloody politics is killing for no reason. Before this blood shed in Mumbai everybody was busy taking about "SAADHVI", VIDHAN SABHA CHUNAV, PUROHIT and suddenly we have forgotten all and we are marching against Pakistani Terrorists wherein Terrorists within the country are Freebird???

too fuckinn overloaded with thoughts fighting in my brain and feels as if it will expold but no one will be affected...burden of knowing and pain of not knowing......

Cheers!!!!!

JAI MAHARASHTRAAAA

We all should support Raj Thackeray and take his initiative ahead by doing more...

• We should teach our kids that if he is second in class, don't study harder.. just beat up the student coming first and throw him out of the school.
• Parliament should have only Delhiites as it is located in Delhi.
• Prime-minister, president and all other leaders should only be from Delhi.
• No Hindi movie should be made in Bombay. Only Marathi.
• At every state border, buses, trains, flights should be stopped and staff changed to local men.
• All Maharashtrians working abroad or in other states should be sent back as they are SNATCHING employment from Locals.
• Lord Shiv, Ganesha and Parvati should not be worshiped in our state as they belong to north (Himalayas).
• Visits to Taj Mahal should be restricted to people from UP only.
• Relief for farmers in Maharashtra should not come from centre because that is the money collected as Tax from whole of India, so why should it be given to someone in Maharashtra?
• Let's support Kashmiri Militants because they are right in killing and injuring innocent people for the benefit of their state and community..
• Let's throw all MNCs out of Maharashtra, why should they earn from us? We will open our own Maharashtra Microsoft, MH Pepsi and MH Marutis of the world.
• Let's stop using cellphones, emails, TV, foreign Movies and dramas. James Bond should speak Marathi.
• We should be ready to die hungry or buy food at 10 times higher price but should not accept imports from other states.
• We should not allow any industry to be setup in Maharashtra because all machinery comes from outside.
• We should STOP using local trains... Trains are not manufactured by Marathi manoos and Railway Minister is a Bihari.
• Ensure that all our children are born, grow, live and die without ever stepping out of Maharashtra, then they will become true Marathi's.

Cheers!!!!

EID MUBARAK !!!!!

21st May 2006

Sitting here and looking back in last two years of my new birth today 22 may 2006 was the day when we lost the shinning scarlet rather I killed her, but a lot has happened in these two years and I am still confused as to celebrate the living or not..

Last night I recalled the event and I saw a lot of thing in front of me, I was begging for water which no one gave me, every time I opened my eye I was at a new place and I saw faces which were very known professionally, personally, and all other ally who were disturbed and running here and there.

I opened my eye on 22nd saw papa standing in front which was a surprise and than I realized something big has taken place and I tried knowing about where is she and everybody said their parents took her back home which everybody thought I accepted but at the back of my mind there was someone telling we have lost her, we have lost her but I convinced myself that she is well and everything is fine....

Yesterday I felt her near me and every moment we spent together and her words and her smile, I saw her dressed in my Kurta Pajamas, smiling strumming “Last Kiss”,
I recall a few words of her which she wrote last

Saying Goodbye

Lessons Learnt This Week

Laughter: Dies... Cry a bit and stand up again...

Fate: The most damning F-word...

Destiny: An answer to all questions... (for losers...)

Feelings: Baggage that
makes life more difficult...

Trust: Is a Knife one thrusts in one' s own back...

Hurt: The recurring pain arising out of the continuous presence of that
Knife...

Love and Pain: The biggest Truth that always comes in a pair... Take one get
one free...

Loss: Reality check...

Life: The collection of memories that one holds which give Pain and relief in
turns.... And one keeps making those memories every Fuckin second...

What goes up comes down... And the fall can be Disastrous....

One keeps repeating the same mistakes... Thus the disillusionment...
Thus the sorrow...

Yet one lives... Tries to live... Meeting people and sharing... Laughing...
Surrendering control to Fate and Destiny... Feeling happy and feeling low...
Trusting and getting hurt... Loving and enduring Pain... Losing... Making
fuckin
memories... And enduring them when one says goodbye...Guess thats
life... and it
goes own...

Excuse my Cynicism... One has sorrows and real life to deal
with...

I always wanted to speak to her family which till today I have not done as I don’t have the courage to face them.

Waiting for Godot

Get up every morning switch on teh computer and play some music which only you like in teh family is a problem... go have your breakfast with newspaper nobody wants to talk to you thinking you are a irresponsible and good for nothing, you are a parasite (money sucking for whatever). get ready for teh office and march towards office, where also nobody wants you and being the senior most with all responsibility and no authority makes you feel helpless...try killing time talking to people on phone, which is hardly answered because its your number, try to have a feel of others life via blog and Internet and surrounding which makes you feel again miserable as nobody seems to be happy everybody is wearing faces from an ancient gallery which makes them portray as they are the best wherein they are much more miserable ... office is over go to some usual places for a gossip session where again everybody wearing faces of ancient gallery with modern make-up.... go home where nobody wants you and your being there is not a pleasure to them as they want someone with the ancient face speaking what they like to hear no matter it is true or false and when you say something which they don't want, they will vomit on you with their ancient words and will not take Ur explanation which can prove their words wrong........ watch a movie try to entertain yourself with the burden on your mind and sometimes the feel of the movie make you feel more miserable or over exited when you try to take the feel of it...yesterday nights delight was WAITING FOR GODOT by SAMUEL BECKETT... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Waiting_for_Godot.

This is how the existence is and this is what you don't want but you have no option because of teh way you look at life and living for today without thinking about tomorrow and leaving yesterday behind and the search and desire to know everything is pain .....

while writing this, one of teh post by Mr. Bojangles is ruining in my head(http://fdiminished.blogspot.com/2007/05/in-theatre-of-absurd.html) here are few words from the same

"So maybe I should rest: good things may happen from toil but truly wondrous
things happen only by chance. Aha, yet one must not sacrifice skill waiting for
that magical tingle as one could be left with neither."

Cheers!!!!

ART OF WAR

Our survival would have been an question, If, In ancient times war scenes if you can visualize there were swords and cannons and bow and arrow and above all the man power of almost thousands running in the valley for man to man contact. hahaha

Imagine two MINI GUNS and 4 Snipers with .50 cal. that makes a total of 6 on top of the Hill instead of thousands in the valley would be much more effective and much more efficient to kill those thousands in the valley in not more than 15-20 minutes instead of war going on for days and weeks and months....

If this would have been the scene our survival would have been a question mark... moving on the same verticals the day is not far when the war will be a part of history and the ART OF WAR will go to such an extent where in Google will be the greatest warrior of all the time you log on to any of your Google account and your computer will bust in pieces killing many around you. or some rays will come and you will be dead and all the intelligence departments will try to locate the reason of your death.

when we were kids there use to be a fix question in our English and Hindi papers to write essay on science a boon or curse or vigyaan ek abhishaap. now is time when I understood what was the reason behind the same.

for more reference:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minigun
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M82_Barrett_rifle

cheers!!!!

above shown is the BARRETT M82 .50 Cal.

THE BRIDE GROOM

Going back to life...

Sitting at my friends place getting him physiotherapy session and planning to go back to pune and a new start or rather Joining the same "Trammell Crow Meghraj" now "Jones Lang La Salle Meghraj"... but this time instead of Mumbai I will be joining Pune.

Leaving the parents, comfortable and cozy lazy life which has made me feel as I should leave or not... Newly married and leaving my wife here but with lot of confusion i My mind and a desire to achieve and touch Sky but on the same time the love, the comfort, the family, Friends and all other luxuries and the love of nature and the city of mine which i never expected will bloom like the way it is ...

The developments the beauty and the convenience of everything but still confused, still dazed, still not getting what i really deserved.

At the same time Anna is also planning to leave and hence the Pilot is gone no more Jefferson planes to trip on and the life again will revolve around those gossip sessions at Nathu and laziness is crawl up everywhere.....
hahahahhajha

Wishing You all A very Happy and confusion less new year.

CHEERS!!!!