Waiting for Godot

Get up every morning switch on teh computer and play some music which only you like in teh family is a problem... go have your breakfast with newspaper nobody wants to talk to you thinking you are a irresponsible and good for nothing, you are a parasite (money sucking for whatever). get ready for teh office and march towards office, where also nobody wants you and being the senior most with all responsibility and no authority makes you feel helpless...try killing time talking to people on phone, which is hardly answered because its your number, try to have a feel of others life via blog and Internet and surrounding which makes you feel again miserable as nobody seems to be happy everybody is wearing faces from an ancient gallery which makes them portray as they are the best wherein they are much more miserable ... office is over go to some usual places for a gossip session where again everybody wearing faces of ancient gallery with modern make-up.... go home where nobody wants you and your being there is not a pleasure to them as they want someone with the ancient face speaking what they like to hear no matter it is true or false and when you say something which they don't want, they will vomit on you with their ancient words and will not take Ur explanation which can prove their words wrong........ watch a movie try to entertain yourself with the burden on your mind and sometimes the feel of the movie make you feel more miserable or over exited when you try to take the feel of it...yesterday nights delight was WAITING FOR GODOT by SAMUEL BECKETT... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Waiting_for_Godot.

This is how the existence is and this is what you don't want but you have no option because of teh way you look at life and living for today without thinking about tomorrow and leaving yesterday behind and the search and desire to know everything is pain .....

while writing this, one of teh post by Mr. Bojangles is ruining in my head(http://fdiminished.blogspot.com/2007/05/in-theatre-of-absurd.html) here are few words from the same

"So maybe I should rest: good things may happen from toil but truly wondrous
things happen only by chance. Aha, yet one must not sacrifice skill waiting for
that magical tingle as one could be left with neither."

Cheers!!!!